DISAPPOINTED. Im LOUSY!

hai.. today's paper is so demoralising. in fact the past 2 paper was very demoralising too! Do i spell demoralising with S or Z? wadever.. HP802 exam was a super stunning one and im so scared i will fail that module.. then csc203 is another stunning one too.. the theory qn were hard and today omg.. csc207 i forgot that preliminary use case can draw include and exclude onez.. i tot onli refine can put include and exclude! Arrgghh!!! WHAT THE F***! wads wrong with me! how can i forget this! Arrrgghhhhh!!! SUPER PEK CHEK with myself! Its SUPER SUPER ANGRY with myself. How can i make this kinda mistake! to be pessimistic, shld be deducted about 30marks. to be optimistic, about 22-25marks.

i think stil can get at least a B bah.. hopefully my assignment 30% i did well.
Stupid teacher nv tell us our grades!
Asshole.. those professors are full of shit! I hope the teacher mark leniently! *pray*.. please!! and i hope for moderation. but i doubt so. Sigh!

THIS IS SO IRRITATING AND FRUSTRATING!
Listen!
"i can no longer perform to my expectation! I AM LOUSY!"

sob sob.. hurhur.. sigh... why is this happening!
3 hell attacks consequtively. shit i think i spell wrongly but i cant b bothered to think how to spell.. im PISSED with myself!

shall end this long entry..